Personal Biography.

Well for now i feel like writing a story about my past in case it somehow got written off my mind. Well i’ll start from my random thoughts. And yeah here’s how it would go; sometimes I’d think to myself. Where are my true friends. Do i have any? Even if i have how much trust can i place in them. Or would they be there should i be in my darkest moment? Or would they just be here when i’m at my peak and shun me off when i need their help. These thoughts come through me whenever i meet a new friend. I remembered i had tons of such people around me years back and i told myself this. Eldwin you got to stand by your own feet and learn not to depend on anyone. Yes that’s when i started not caring about anyone. I’m always alone by myself or with a couple of closer friends. Hariz was one of the few friends from my Secondary school i still keep in contact with. While some of them i’ve either severed ties with or probably just cant be bothered since they aren’t bothering much either.

Like I’ve told Wanting before when we had a random chat a few nights ago, i didn’t talk much when i was a toddler. I only started speaking the first word when i was 3~4 years old. I held an encyclopedia when i was 5 and started by journey into astronomy when i was 7. When i think back about the past i thought i was once a child prodigy. But nah i’m not! That’s for sure I think i did mention about this in my blog before I’m not too sure. I might have forgotten. When i was in kindergarten every parent hated me cuz i was a problematic child who goes around disturbing ever kid and they all complained to my domestic helper. Yeah i used to have maids since my birth till im about 15 when mum said i’d need to learn how to be independent. From then on i stayed alone at home most of the time.

I’m never a person who was good at studies probably because i was lazy and was too much into gaming. Yes i used to be a gamer when i was young and spend hours at the pc. I got my first PC when i was 6-7 it was running Dos version of Microsoft before windows 95 came out. It wasn’t so attractive unlike now with all the Graphics User Interfaces were all so easy to navigate. Back then when i wanted to play a game, (Doom, Need for Speed Road and Track) they were all running on command lines. And i remembered how often my dad tries to lock the pc. During that period. you had this circular key which you could lock the harddrive and it will be inaccessible. What i did was i took a pin and lock-picked it. Btw i did that when i was 7 years old. Primary 1. hahahaha and i remembered how i told my domestic helper not to tell my dad about it. It was so memorable! I remembered her name was Rose. She stayed with us for 2 years before we changed to another and her name was Cecilia, followed by Aurea. It was only after i was 10 years old i think? before we sold our maisonette and bought a Condo named Balota Park  which was at Mariam way. So from Tampines we moved to Changi. And a few years later dad invested in another house this time was located in Geylang. He kinda predicted that the property at Geylang would increase over time since it was a good spot. Soon we moved again when i was about 16 years old while we rented out the Condominium. So yeah i might intend to move back there as soon as i’ve settled down my career at least i’ve already got a house. We couldn’t sell the property we had in Changi cuz we’d lose 300k and i bet its value dropped further now i’m not sure. I remembered we bought it at 800k. Back then the houses costs more.

~ by cosmicstrings on March 5, 2010.